The Eternal Guest Room

Today is one of those days where this is all-consuming. Most days I can push it to the back of my mind, but today it’s in the forefront and everything else is shuffling around behind it.

It’s been a rough week. And the days are dragging because it’s our last week before starting the IUI process. I’m acutely aware of the passing of time this week. It’s been way too long.

Sometimes I feel like I’m not doing anything except watching the time go by.

It’s also been a busy week. I’m afraid if I stop doing things, it won’t be pretty. So I try to keep going.

Tonight’s activities include a counseling session and my first support group meeting. Not that either of those will take my mind off things, but at least it’ll be moving in the right direction.

I can’t believe it’s already time for easter. I feel so sad.