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Infertility kinda sucks.

dreams

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Lately I keep having dreams that I’m pregnant.

They make me sad, because I wake up and realize it was just a dream.

But I cling to them – because in my dreams I’m happy, and content, and so excited that it has finally happened, that my dreams have come true.

I close my eyes and replay them. I try to hold on to the thoughts, the feelings.

I remember them so vividly. Not always the circumstances, but always the feelings.

They feel so real.

The waking life feels less real, sometimes.

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i have dreams like that, only about being married. i know the feeling you are talking about.

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