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Infertility kinda sucks.

again

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I had my hysteroscopy this afternoon. I was really nervous – to the point that I felt like I was going to throw up – that they were going to find something. And I was right.

I have another polyp. Smaller than the one from last year, but in the same place. I have to have surgery to have it removed. Again. Surgery again.

I had a feeling that something wasn’t right, and I was right.

It’s not like last year, when we said, “oh, now we know what the problem is; we’ll get it fixed, and be on our way, and everything will work out.”

We can’t really believe in it so simplistically this time.

I feel so defeated.

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I am so sorry to hear this news, I hope all goes smoothly tomorrow and that you on the road to recovery soon.
thinking of you….

  • Love you, Stacie.

  • That’s a bummer. You sound like me after my polypectomy – “now we’ve ‘cured’ our infertility!” Two years later and we’re heading into our first IVF. Good luck and hopefully the surgery will resolve your issues.

  • 🙁 so so sorry to hear of your surgery. I know how easy it is to feel defeated, and I hope that you realize soon what a fighter you are. True fighters are never defeated.

  • I don’t even know what to say…disappointed for you. I am still full of hope for all of this…sorry the journey is so long and so uphill. love you.

  • so sorry….thinking about you guys all the time

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